"I'm fine"
Lie number one. This always seems to start the conversation you've had a million times over. You never enjoy this one either, yet every single time it is the same answer. You know the moment it is coming out of your mouth it's false. You can feel it coming from somewhere deep within the nerves of your body. It travels up your spinal chord to your medula oblongata, right to your thalamus where your brain is aware of the lie, but it doesn't stop there. It then reaches your pons where it is quickly distributed through out the innards of your cerebrum and cerebellum. It wracks the wall of your skull, yet you still let the lie come ou
Leaves in a gentle breeze by who-is-love, literature
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Leaves in a gentle breeze
Oh God how long do I silently have to beg and plead for your simple words. I never was able to make my words flow like you could. I felt like a leaf in the wind, surrounded, and when you'd use your words it'd bring my lifeless veins to life, but now...now where are the words, my final resurrection? I haven't heard from you in awhile and I'm now just a small leaf hanging on the tree. Waiting for the gentle breeze to come take me, take me far, far away.
I can't do this on my own.
I see how it is now. I'm the only leaf stuck on the dead tree. You never came and now I'm freezing in your icy chills. It's almost a blizzard
1. Caring, loving, smart, funny, tall, handsome, convincing, imperfect (but perfect in my eyes), Real, permanent, trust worthy, and above all the stealer of my heart. You are my turn on.
2. Holding me close and never letting me go. Always there when times get tough. Still there when times are good. Someone to say, "I'll always be here" and no only mean it, but actually do it. That's you my dear.
3. I'm relatively independent, but I still need someone more then I can show. If I can lean on you then you can lean on me. All I want is to fill your hearts desires.
1. "Liar, liar pants on fire. Come near me and I'll hang you with a telephone wire". Your type is no longer welcome near me. You question why I hate you? And why I don't desire to be in your company? Just reflect on every lie you try to pass by my face and you'll be familiar with why.
2. You're a phony. No one wants you around. All you try to do is take the help and attention that other people actually need and bring it all to yourself. You honestly think that no one sees through you? You believe all of it don't you? You honestly think all of it's real. You do have some severe problems, but this is not the way to handle this! Get help from
5 people who truly care by who-is-love, literature
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5 people who truly care
1. I Love you. I really wish there were a better saying to convey what you mean to me, but no matter how hard I try I can't find anything else. You're Smart, Talented, Handsome, Artistic, Caring, Loving, persistent, Optimistic, Real, permanent, and so SO much more! The list could honestly take up pages! If I could take up pages I would, but I am always limited by time and vocabulary, but eventually I'll use every word known to man and it still won't be enough to describe my Love for you.
2. Mutton! (Yes I know you'd kill me if you saw this, but I still had to call you that) Though you are quite a few years older then myself, I feel like you'
6 things you should never do by who-is-love, literature
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6 things you should never do
1. I wish I never met you. I wish I never fell for you. I'm better off without you
2. I wish you never met me. I wish you never fell for me. You're better off without me.
3. I wish you never left me. Now Why do you think you can come back to me?
4. I wish I never left you. Now I wish I could come back to you.
5. I wish I had never done this to myself (No I don't. I lie)
6. I wish I never let myself get close to any of you. I should know by now you never stay.
"I'm fine"
Lie number one. This always seems to start the conversation you've had a million times over. You never enjoy this one either, yet every single time it is the same answer. You know the moment it is coming out of your mouth it's false. You can feel it coming from somewhere deep within the nerves of your body. It travels up your spinal chord to your medula oblongata, right to your thalamus where your brain is aware of the lie, but it doesn't stop there. It then reaches your pons where it is quickly distributed through out the innards of your cerebrum and cerebellum. It wracks the wall of your skull, yet you still let the lie come ou
Leaves in a gentle breeze by who-is-love, literature
Literature
Leaves in a gentle breeze
Oh God how long do I silently have to beg and plead for your simple words. I never was able to make my words flow like you could. I felt like a leaf in the wind, surrounded, and when you'd use your words it'd bring my lifeless veins to life, but now...now where are the words, my final resurrection? I haven't heard from you in awhile and I'm now just a small leaf hanging on the tree. Waiting for the gentle breeze to come take me, take me far, far away.
I can't do this on my own.
I see how it is now. I'm the only leaf stuck on the dead tree. You never came and now I'm freezing in your icy chills. It's almost a blizzard
1. Caring, loving, smart, funny, tall, handsome, convincing, imperfect (but perfect in my eyes), Real, permanent, trust worthy, and above all the stealer of my heart. You are my turn on.
2. Holding me close and never letting me go. Always there when times get tough. Still there when times are good. Someone to say, "I'll always be here" and no only mean it, but actually do it. That's you my dear.
3. I'm relatively independent, but I still need someone more then I can show. If I can lean on you then you can lean on me. All I want is to fill your hearts desires.
1. "Liar, liar pants on fire. Come near me and I'll hang you with a telephone wire". Your type is no longer welcome near me. You question why I hate you? And why I don't desire to be in your company? Just reflect on every lie you try to pass by my face and you'll be familiar with why.
2. You're a phony. No one wants you around. All you try to do is take the help and attention that other people actually need and bring it all to yourself. You honestly think that no one sees through you? You believe all of it don't you? You honestly think all of it's real. You do have some severe problems, but this is not the way to handle this! Get help from
5 people who truly care by who-is-love, literature
Literature
5 people who truly care
1. I Love you. I really wish there were a better saying to convey what you mean to me, but no matter how hard I try I can't find anything else. You're Smart, Talented, Handsome, Artistic, Caring, Loving, persistent, Optimistic, Real, permanent, and so SO much more! The list could honestly take up pages! If I could take up pages I would, but I am always limited by time and vocabulary, but eventually I'll use every word known to man and it still won't be enough to describe my Love for you.
2. Mutton! (Yes I know you'd kill me if you saw this, but I still had to call you that) Though you are quite a few years older then myself, I feel like you'
6 things you should never do by who-is-love, literature
Literature
6 things you should never do
1. I wish I never met you. I wish I never fell for you. I'm better off without you
2. I wish you never met me. I wish you never fell for me. You're better off without me.
3. I wish you never left me. Now Why do you think you can come back to me?
4. I wish I never left you. Now I wish I could come back to you.
5. I wish I had never done this to myself (No I don't. I lie)
6. I wish I never let myself get close to any of you. I should know by now you never stay.
Perhaps you were my oxygen
As without you I cannot breathe
Stars reminded me of your eyes
My love, why did you have to leave?
So out of the blue you left me
In to black my fragile heart broke
A thousand lost words were exchanged
Yet not one single word was spoke
I'm focusing on my time piece
I've given you peace for some time
Though love is clearly black and white
Friendship is harder to define
It's the shades of grey that haunt me
Those seeds of love we didn't sow
The memories we never made
Our bloom that has refused to grow
The pressure I feel without you
This volcano shall soon erupt
But I will implode silently
This was
Every other month I have one bad day by who-is-love, journal
Every other month I have one bad day
I am happy for you in the most heartbroken way.
Can you not feel it? My pain. The slight twinge that this isn’t where you thought you’d be.
No? Just me?
Maybe I am jealous. ‘That should’ve been me!’ Because our relationship was so fucked up that we could never publicly be. I craved to tell people, to wear the ring. Why? Why then were we not so perfect?
Maybe I am in love with the idea of a man. To have a husband, a marriage, a house in the woods. I just don’t think that’s me.
Did you know I have kept a life long secret? You weren’t really my first kiss. I was ashamed to say it, to admit it
I want to break swiftly. I want to crash and burn and be snuffed out before the world realizes. I don't deserve that.
No, I deserve the slow ache of destruction from the inside out. I savor it and crave it as the dark mist of my thoughts enclose me in; The darkness almost as black as my heart and soul.
I revel in the physical pain. The tendrils of red that wrap aimlessly around my body.
Sometimes I dream that I awake in a white room in a white bed. I look to myself and see the most seducing red pouring down my arm. I love the stark contrast of colors and the feel of it beneath my fingers. When I wake, I am disappointed to not find my drea
I am who I am. Just an average girl. Looking for the answers to just about everything. I ask a lot of questions so be prepared, but I will also answer any question given to me. I try not to pester, but that tends to be my nature. I will always help you with a problem if needed. I never break a promise and I will never break your trust, unlike some. I am always here for anyone I call a friend and who calls me their friend.
Current Residence: The west coast Favourite genre of music: Alternative/metal MP3 player of choice: I-pod Nano (with video) Personal Quote: "I only state Facts"
Who are you looking for?
The girl who went to sherlock holmes.
The girl who fell in love over a paperclip
The girl who snuck out to the playground to see him.
The girl in the back of the car in July who cried because she discovered what love felt like.
The girl who went to a church camp for a day.
The girl who stopped hurting herself
The girl who started to see a future.
The girl who dreamed of a daughter named Amara
The girl who cut her hair short and cried at titanic
The girl who went to church on Sundays and walked toward the house when no one picked us up
The girl who loved marmite and burrito night.
The girl who thought one p
Yesterday I flew to Florida for Grammy’s Memorial.
Yesterday, I saw Granddad dying in bed
Yesterday, I realized she is never coming back
Yesterday, Granddad died thirty minutes after the memorial finished— to let her have her moment
78 years of love, 72 of marriage, and they could not live more than a month without each other.
The hole in my heart will never close
I am happy for you in the most heartbroken way.
Can you not feel it? My pain. The slight twinge that this isn’t where you thought you’d be.
No? Just me?
Maybe I am jealous. ‘That should’ve been me!’ Because our relationship was so fucked up that we could never publicly be. I craved to tell people, to wear the ring. Why? Why then were we not so perfect?
Maybe I am in love with the idea of a man. To have a husband, a marriage, a house in the woods. I just don’t think that’s me.
Did you know I have kept a life long secret? You weren’t really my first kiss. I was ashamed to say it, to admit it